York

York's Blog, January 31st, 2026. 1:27AM

A lot has happened during the years I was mostly absent.

All of my grandparents have unfortunately passed away, with my grandma on my dad's side passing just a couple months ago.

We're still dealing with estate/legal proceedings. It's disgusting how expensive it is to die. Feels so wrong.

I can't remember if I've talked about this before, but I'm still having terrible repeating nightmares about her.

It's getting close to 10 years and they're still happening. I'm cursed to sleep terrible forever it feels like.

Got with an old friend, she ghosted me, re-connected and tried again for a few months, she ghosted me again. I should have known better but I just can't help it with these chubby girls, man. I'm drawn to them like seriously. And she had also had some pretty bad red flag issues, too. But also the biggest boobs i've ever seen so...

Got my first "new" car. It's used, only slightly but previously I had been driving my late dad's car he left to me but unfortunately that thing was hitting like 20 years old and just couldn't perform anymore. I'm very much enjoying my new car now, though.

The heartbreaks continue to this very day, but more on that another time.

Closing Remarks

I got the layout of this new blog page pretty much exactly how I want it. If any of you guys have any issues with it in terms of like actually being able to read it (bad colors for font as an example) please contact me on the Neocities main page or email me. Thank you for reading, I will leave you with a song from my favorite band.

Old computer monitor